I've been avoiding the blog lately. You might have noticed. Even now, I am struggling to capture the right words to explain the recent season of our lives. I'll begin with Ava, my little sweet pea. Since I went dairy free 3-4 weeks ago, we've seen a dramatic improvement in her disposition and diapers. Sadly, I can't say the same about her weight. Each week, we've been at the doctor's office for a weight check and each week the news hasn't been great. An ounce one week, 3 ounces the next, but never enough. We tested her blood, urine and poo for any obscure causes of her slow weight gain. They found white blood cells in her dirty diaper indicating the inflammation from the allergy, but thankfully that has cleared up. (All other tests came back clear.) We really thought that once the allergy was under control, her weight would fall in sync, however it wasn't meant to be. I agonized about the decision to stop breastfeeding, but today our pediatrician took th...